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that sentence is like, the ultimate, the epitome, nay, the QUINTESSENCE of LIFE.
after withnail's hamlet speech, it says in the directions the wolves are unimpressed.
withnail has just uttered everything that is infinitely withnail, that speech somehow manages to define the very fibre of his being, such perfectly fitting eloquence is staggering (even though it is borrowed), and yet the wolves, which i have just come to understand as EVERYONE, the populace, the people of a new era unable to understand his brilliance, are incapable of appreciating this ADONIS of a gift into withnail's psyche and they don't even bother to pretend they care.
or i could be wrong.
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I think I need a sunrise
I’m tired of the sunset
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the Romantic
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you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
- Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
- Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
- Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
- Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
- Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
- my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
- my ability to establish warm connections with people
- admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
- my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
- being unique and being seen as unique by others
- having aesthetic sensibilities
- being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a Four
- experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
- feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
- feeling guilty when I disappoint people
- feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
- expecting too much from myself and life
- fearing being abandoned
- obsessing over resentments
- longing for what I don't have
Fours as Children Often
- have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
- are very sensitive
- feel that they don't fit in
- believe they are missing something that other people have
- attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
- become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
- feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)
Fours as Parents
- help their children become who they really are
- support their children's creativity and originality
- are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
- are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
- are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATE it...
but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)
you wanna know MORE?
so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...
...even more you'll find in Google
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You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BY
Would you rather have chosen:
AY (EIGHT)
CY (SIX)
BX (NINE)
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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there is a girl in junior house who looks like adrien brody. this amuses me greatly.
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'do not pity me because i am godless, admire me because i have the strength and courage to do all that you do, without the hope of someone to catch me when i fall.'
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i am so unbelievably sick of fairweather friends. im now cutting down and resizing, after a fashion.
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for my art im completely stuck, im doing beauty and suffering as the title n i was wonderin if anyone knew of any painters who concentrate on people who diet/foot-bind/pain anything that hurts to be beautiful, i really cant think of any references, and also does anyone have that photo of the woman who had a 16" waist coz of her corset? thanks much appreciated
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i went to the gym today!! when im on the running machines the window faces the fondue restuarant, so to keep me going i imagine im running towards fondue.
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Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true?
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't
waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up
your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend
the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer?......Take a
nap.
Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and
corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an
efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain?
Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy
vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily
allowance of vegetable products.
Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?
A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one.
If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.
Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular
exercise program?
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good!
Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?
A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!!... Foods are fried these days in vegetable
oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables
be bad for you?
Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the
middle?
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You
should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.
Q: Is chocolate bad for me?
A: Are you crazy? HELLO! Cocoa beans! Another vegetable! It's the best
feel-good food around!
Q: Is swimming good for your figure?
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.
Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?
A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!
Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had
about food and diets.. And remember:
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of
arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to
skid in sideways - body
thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "Whoa what a ride!!"
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I WENT ON AN HOUR-LONG RUN. HOUR LONG!!!!!!!!!!!! we ran round daws hill twice, then down to junior house, then to the old swimming pool, across the cow field to the lax pitches and back up again and because of the torrential rain, the lax pitches were so muddy, and we decided that since we were already wet anyway, we had a HUGE mud fight and rolled in the mud and everything, it was SOOOOO much fun! back up at house we went striaght into the showers still with our clothes on and omg the mud took forever to get out:P
this is so creepy, there's a girl in junior house,
coming into cloister,
she's into the same things as me,
has nearly the same EMAIL ADDRESS as me (electric blue fairie, her's is electric blue pixie. AHHH!)
she sent me a message on bebo like, randomly, i dont even know who she is, and she was all 'yeah, you dont know me, but ive seen you around skl, yeah you probably think im really wierd. yeah im really wierd.'
wierd.
RING ANY BELLS????????????? like, when i was in jh, and annelise was in cloister U4.....this is so creepy. maybe its a curse. like, when SHE's in U4 there will a be a randomer in jh being like, 'omg i love you!' and it will repeat over again forver and ever....durn durn durn!
oooo last night we were really bored, and i mean REALLY bored, we wrote a list of all the words with 'tor' in it! like, tortoise, history, vibrator, etc. we even looked through the dictionary! we got 148. pretty impressive. god i havent updated here in ages! so now you all have to comment.
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my head hurts. and my ears hurt. and my nose is all blocked up. and my throat is dying. i cant sleep.
are glasses supposed to give you headaches? i just got them today. i have astigmatism. whatever that is.
i look like death.
i hacked into my brother's computer. he wouldnt let me use it coz i was ill. is there any logic in that? he's so paranoid!! me and my sister are both ill, so he hasnt come back to the house in aages and when he does he locks himself in his room. with the windows wide open.
i swear my eyes are turning square. ive had nothing to do but watch tv for the past five days. actually i cant remeber how long its jsut been one loooooong day. zzzzzz....i need to sleep.
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Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.
i will be.
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so who's gonna b ther on saturday?
heehee today was fun.
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seriously, do i have a sticker on my back saying 'please ask if im okay even when i totally obviously looking perfectly fine and am in a good mood'? because that is the ONE thing that eeeeeeverybody does, 'are you okay ARE YOU okay ARE YOU OKAY that is garuanteed to make me want to push them off a cliff.
i mean, i know it's so hard to tell, and i know there's that whole, 'should i ask if she's okay but what if she doesnt want to talk about it and id bring it up and she'll be all upset' etc type thing, and then u pluck up the courage and ask, and suddenly i blow up
but its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING IRRITATING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i mean, here i am, in a good mood, walking along, la di da, oooh yum my toast is the perfect shade of toastiness, and lo AND BEHOLD, 'are you okay?' (because you dont look it)
i mean, for some people, 'are you okay' is just their way of saying 'hi how are you'. but if you know me, PLEASE KNOW THAT IF I SNAP AT YOU AND WALK AWAY IT IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD AND YOU SHOULD FEEL PRIVILEDGED THAT IM NOT TRYING TO UNATTACH YOUR HEAD FROM YOUR SHOULDERS.
its sooooooooooooooooo annoying. i mean, when im not okay, everyone doesnt notice, and when im actually in a good mood, everyone's like, are you okay? you look kinda down. are you alright? WELL NOW IM BLOODY WELL NOT!
and im sorry for such a huge rant, but it just gets to me so much. and i know its only because people care, and people just want to know if im okay, but for gods sake!
i remember in junior house i had a little whiteboard thing on my wall to remind me of things i needed to do, but after a while i just left a permanent notice saying 'dont ask if im okay.' or something like that.
so as you can tell, im in a bad mood. WHY? someone asked if i was okay.
WELL ACTUALLY IF U SAW ME THIS MORNING I WAS IN SUCH AN AMAZINGLY GOOD MOOD, AND I WAS LITERALLY BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS. so thaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks.
its really strange, ive had this all my life, i think its just my natural facial expression to look as if i need to be asked if im okay. or are the words 'are you okay' spelled out in wrinkles on my face that i havent seen yet?
GOD i am such a bad person, i know you all ask only beacuse you care, i mean, okay, i will LOVE you if you actually notice that there's something wrong and ask, but when i look perfectly fine and you ask, believe me, i will be in SUCH a bad mood
argh but please dont be all wary and careful around me because you think 'omg she might yell at me', because that would be awful. just, i dont know, its not your fault that it annoys me so much, and im not making sense, and sorry for such a bloody long post and ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its just so bloody frustrating. im actually crying with frustration. FUCK YOU! i was in SUCH a good mood. i have to go punch something now.
spendt all this time writing this bloody post and i was going to do something much more usful, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dont know. thing is, a typical thing would be for me to be really really happy and bouncy and hyper, then for one second im normal, and, let's say, being impatient because i want my toast, and BOOM. are you okay? or, YAYAYAYAYYAAY IM SO HAPPY weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! and i go to the computer room and am annoyed because my internet doesnt work, and then the fatal 'are you okay? well honey you just sang your funeral tune.
ARGH IM SUCH A BAD PERSON! i know its only because you care, i just wanted to let you know so i dont have to snap at you because i hate it and i feel so mean and horrible after.
i just re-read my post. im such a skitz!
and one more thing: I LOVE YOU. just dont ask if im okay if i look fine.
or maybe your opinion of fine is different to mine? maybe to you i look like the world has ended and actually im just typing in my computer password?
meh.
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me and iona tried to come up with names for the band last night coz anton didn't turn up so we couldnt watch LOST, so we both wrote down ten random words and ripped them up, and randomly picked them to see what names we got.
i have NEVER laughed so much in a long time. if i had needed to pee i would have pissed myself right there!
god they were hilarious. try
the menacing archivists
the wet cavernous monobrows
the swinging stegasauruses
the hairy pinafores
the buddha of teddy bears
i can't remember all of them but my stomach hurt SO MUCH from laughing.
sorry if i snapped at people today after chapel, i was just coming down from the longest high, which last night made me run around daws hill 10 times and strain my calf muscle, and it lasted all the way through breakfast this morning but then i went to chapel and then suddenly i was in such a bad mood. but im sorry and i love you all!
and im really scared about the thing i told u guys (trisha and izzy) about, but im getting a doctors appointment on monday, and even if im just being a hypochondriac i'll at least feel better checking it out.
eggy and allie you better come out here when i FINALLY actually allowed to go out into town. CELEBRATION! i think its on the fourth of february.
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coz im thinking bout a brand new home, one i've never known
i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
im in the sky tonight, there i can keep by your side
he was the nazz, with god given ass
...more later
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oh dear god stop me now. i just bought every single season of friends, LOST season 1 and 2, and scrubs seasons 1-4 for 28 quid. i LOVE ebay.
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1. stop looking in mirrors every time i pass one
2. be nice(r)
3. try not to complain all the time
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